Friday, September 16, 2005
CRYING HEART..
Asalammualaikum...
Just sick with the life that i go through....just can't stand on it...just make me sad....to think about yash...the yash story make me wanna cry alone...she just lost her father....and yet..he just need me in her life...my responsibility is too big...for my age..to take care of her..she just only 12 years old...and her father no longer around her..just lost her best friend which is her father...it's make me feel the pain that her feel...I donno..why I just so emosional.....just wanna cheer up..but....just..can't....my heart always full of sad story....always cry deep inside of me.....I just hide it..so other people not worry....but yet...when I just hide the story..the pain is more strong...just make my heart cry...Just want to death..for what..I feel...really sad..my eyes turn red..whenever my heart crying inside...just regret what I've done to yash..really sorry in deep of my heart...my heart say...just wanna die becouse I just make you feel so guilty...I can't stand on it..just want you to noe that....I really love you...i need you to go through all my day...I can't lost you like You lost your father...just need you...and now..I'm just crying..in front of the computer...just can't stand away my feeling...really crying..just hope...I can take your father place....just want to make you happy..I would do anything to make your heart happy...even my heart always crying...and i noe..you just more sad than me...i can't lie the fact..your situation is more badly than mine...you feel the lonely..but me....only can feel your sad...i can't imagine like I lost someone that important in my life such as my family member...just want you to noe that...I'M SO SORRY FOR WHAT I'm DONE...forgive me....please.....Just give me a chance to make you happy even I always bz with my studies......you are more important than studies...If you were gone..there was no one like you can take the place in my heart....I feel empty....without your feeling....and now..I feel so full with you......Just Hope Time Will Turn Back....
CRYING HEART...
The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:22 PM
