Tuesday, September 30, 2008


PLKN?

owh yeah.i've been chosen to be in the first intake of PLKN siri 6.waaahh.I'm the first intake.what unexpected news for myself.all the people who are checking that been chosen for this time is the first intake in siri 6.only the first intake.second and third intake i dont know,but maybe those who are not been chosen yet will be chosen.you must checking for the second if you're not been chosen,check the third intake,maybe you're count in.

aiya.three months for PLKN.i'm away from internet,music and all of my friend in here for three month.i cant think is it possible to be away from that couse i'm not the type that can keep away from those thing.

three month is a long time.i hope that it was fun to be joining the PLKN.i just hope so even she[you know who laaa] also has been chosen to be in the first intake.we're PLKN couples.hahahaha.dont you ever congrats for that.haha.

i just heard that her mum doesnt allowed her to join the PLKN becouse of the health problem.yeala you all already know rite,many cases has been showed on the televisyen about all the tranie being raped,death,food poisoning and others.but i just hope that nothing will be happen to me and her.of course including all of my friend that has been chosen and all my new future friend at PLKN.

I wonder how was it like?i always forget to ask the ex of sunway who has been chosen to go to PLKn about the situasion and all of the coach.i know that we're not been sending to the same as the seniors has go.but atleast i get some information about the program la,rite?

i heard that marching is not using like we used to do[KRS].haiya.following the pengakap/police/fireman/Ranjer puteri/Puteri islam step.using the left leg to start moving.what uncomfortable situastion for us[KRS] which already been used to start with the righ leg to start moving.haiya.seksa ooo mau sesuaikan diri.FOR THREE MONTH.i hope during in the between THREE MONTH,i will be used to it.

when i think about PLKN which i will be going in the end of December,it make me scared.becouse its not my world to go out there with some friends which i didnt know and will be get well known when i will be there.but besides scared,it migh be fun too.there must be very interesting activity that we can play or do and i do love outdoors activity.maybe that will be give me some benefit to face the game/program.to whom didnt like outdoor activity,maybe they will love after joining the PLKN.but as the result that i saw,many of them after joining PLKN doesnt change at all.it looks like nothing happen during the program is going on.still unchange atitude.haiyaaaaaaaa just hoping that i will change my atitude from bad to good.from good to very good.hoping negative things will change to positive things more that positive change to negative.just hoping.

well theres no use to talk too much about the PLKN becouse those who are not going yet,didnt know what it feels.its all about our mentality and our physical challenge.how far can we go with all these challenging situation.hm...

How Far Can I Go?

current mood:hyperactive KIDS
current listening:Yang Pernah by Estranged

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 1:05 AM

Monday, September 29, 2008


Majlis Konvension

ari nih keluar lagi.teman adik angkat aku beli barang.jenjalan jap dengan dia sebab memang aku da jarang jumpa dia.dah takde masa dah.kebanyakkan masa aku habis kat kelas/rumah je la.maklumlah SPM,so hubungan da tak berapa rapat dah.oleh itu aku mengambil kesempatan untuk merapatkan balik hubungan aku dengan adik angkat aku tu.

ari nih aku cuma beli tie warna putih berselang seli warna kelabu skit.kira matching ar dengan baju kemeja T yang baroo di beli semalam.ok ar tu.baru brapa ringgit je.nak beli mahal-mahal buat ape?bukan orang tao pun harga tie tu brapa.kalau orang lain tanya pun boley tipu diorang harga tie tu biar nampak branded skit la kata orang.kah kah kah.

majlis konvension lambat lagi.31 october.tapi barangnya aku da siap beli awal-awal dah.sebab malas nak keluar beli lagi nanti.sekarang yang belum beli lagi barang konvension ialah kasut kulit.kasut kulit aku yang lama tu da agak agak usang la gak.kasut tu main sarung je.tak de tali-temali nak di ikat.kira senang lah.tapi aku nak beli yang ada tali.yang macam kasut Wandi pakai untuk nasyid.kira ok la kasut tu walaupun tidak branded,tapi nampak cam branded la gak.hahaha.

haih...ape ape puwn still lambat lagi majlis konvension tu.31 october.lambat lambat.huhuhu


current mood:Normally
current listening:Janji Tinggal Janji by KRU

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:06 PM

Sunday, September 28, 2008


Menyesal aku daaaa~

ari nih memang penat gila ar.shopping sakan dari pukul 11.30 pagi sampai pukul 8.30 malam.memang lama gila ar.shopping kat jalan tunku abdul rahman,kat KL.shopping kat Sogo,kat Kamdar, dan ape tah nama tempat dia.memang sesak gila babeng siut.nak jalan berhimpit-himpit.panas.dah la aku pakai baju yang kalau berpeluh memang nampak punya susuk badan.hahahaha.slamba je redah.pastuh hujan pula rintik rintik time nak pergi pasar baju.then masuk satu tempat nih.tengok tengok baju raya semua.then keluar merayau pula kat tempat lain.then jumpa pula kedai nih,jual baju raya.agak cantik gak lah baju raya dia,malangnya aku dah beli baju raya,kalau tak,aku nak beli,rm100.00 tu aku nak guna,tapi da beli,tak boleh nak buat ape la.abg aku la yang sedap.rm100.00 dia da habis guna untuk minyak kereta dan makanan time berbuka puasa dengan member dia.siut.then beli baju raya,tak payah keluar duit,parents yang bayarkan.siut ar.tao aku pun nak buat macam tuh.baju raya tahun nih abg aku berwarna emas.abg aku yang second warna peach,aku sorang je warna wire copper.hahaha.sengal tak sengal.

then g jalan jalan lagi untuk habiskan masa sebab nak berbuka kat luar ada lagi 2 jam untuk berbuka.then masuk pelbagai kedai,penat gak ar,tapi aku berjaya mengesan baju kemeja-T yang sesuai untuk digunakan untuk majlis konvension nanti.waaahh best gila ar.beli untuk baju raya tapi dapat beli untuk baju konvension gak.pergh best ar dowh.hahaha.tapi buat masa nih,ade lagi 3 objektif yang tak tercapai lagi untuk aku.iaitu aku nak beli baju,kasut dengan kasut kulit untuk majlis konvension aku.argh slack betul ar.menyesal aku tak nak beli kasut kat situ sebab banyak kasut yang lawa,tapi aku tak berkenan.sekarang,kalau nak beli kasut,nak beli kat mana?dah takde tempat dah.kat pyramid?owh damn.memang takkan jumpa.kat jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman tu ade kasut yang cantik-cantik berharga rm80.00 je.aduyai.rugi siut tak beli.murah gila dari kat pyramid dan mana-mana tempat.brand adidas,nike,converse,DC,reebok dan macam macam lagi,semuanya murah tapi aku tak berkenan.bila da balik,aku rasa menyesal pula.biarlah tak berkenan tapi ade la juga kasut baroo.tapi da terlepas...aduyai.baju dengan kasut kulit tu takde masalah.aku boleh pergi beli kat carefour atao maidin.ni kasut jalan,mana nak cari.aduyai.menyesal siut.raya tinggal lagi 2 hari.aduh.memang beli tahun depan la jawabnya kasut jalan.huhuhu.

current mood:menyesal dei.
current listening:How To Save A Life by The Fray

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:26 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008


shuuupppping?

today is the last day for examination.the last paper that i was sitting is EST[English for Science & Technology] paper 2.it was soo easy to answer.and that make the ending of the examination week with a happy faces.haha.

tomorrow is shopping time.but i dont know where to go for shopping.haiya.but tomorrow all of my friend is going to shopping too and i've decided to follow em where they want to shopping.but as i said,my budject is below than rm100 and i need to buy the lowest price of Raya cloth and the rest is going to be mined.i want to use the money to buy some present for my lil petsis for her birthday coming soon.haiya..what to choose?i didn't had any idea.nvm,after buyed the Raya cloth,i'll think about it.

argh...damn tired today.dont know why larh.selalu takde pun.haiyaa.what happen la?my disease is coming back?i'm having a cough back.argh.i cant talk so much coz i just always want to cough if i've talk too much.this will make me less talk and less sosialist.huhuhu.be alert dont asume that i was so sombong.

i just went back from pyramid after the tuition class.go to popular book store to find some book but unfortunely the book is not there,i dont know whether its not in the store yet or the store is not promoting the book.haiya.its was difficult to find the book meyh?how come its not in the popular book store even the book has been release on 6th or 12th september?haiiyaaa.

current mood:tired
current listening:Alhamdulillah by Too Phat & Yassin

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 10:27 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


Bloggie Marathon?

yeah yeah yeah.taking break from write bloggie for 4 days.dont have time to write blogs.always use the free time to play some games to release some tensioness from study.for your information,i was not sleeping for 3 days already.3 days is not a short time.if you're sleeping,definitely it was a short time.but to who are not sleeping,it was a long long time.its all becouse of revision subject by subject.argh damn tired.

okey started from saturday,doing nothing much.just sitting there,watching televisyen and revise.thats all i do on saturday.

next,sunday.around 1 o'clock in the afternoon,went out with my mum and my first bro to subang parade to buy all the needed things for hari raya including raya cloth which is not have been buyed for 4 years.and yet,still didnt get to buy one.becouse of the price which is really high from my budject which is below than 100 bucks.all the cloth is higher than 100 bucks.oh my GOD.cekik darah.haha.then just followed my mum to see all the women stuff.oh it was so bored becouse my mum is at the same place for 40 minutes to 1 hour just to window shopping.are you kidding me?in the stall just to have a look for 1 hour but not buying anything?huh...thats quite anoying me and my brother until both of us are having sakit tulang belakang.need to find some chairs to sitdown.but unfortunely theres none.haiyaa

then go to carefour to find some home stuff which is only want to buy an eggs.but when we're there,you should know how was the situation when we're shopping rite?always terpesong one.we're buying others stuff too besides buying an egg.on the way to buying other stuff,we're need a trolley to tampung all the stuff but did you know what?all the trolley is gone.all the trolley is already being used by the other.what the?supermarket is not having an enough trolley?you should be kidding.but its not.thats the truth.haiyaa we only used some basket to carrying all the stuff.luckily theres not many stuff that we're buying.

after that,we're headed to ss18 to buy some juadah berbuka puasa.there have a alot of kinds food where we can get it from there.but you guess what?we are only buying currypuff,some pancake and siput masak lemak?i didnt know what was the rite words to describe the thing in english.hahaha.then we going home.

after berbuka puasa,all i do is revise,revise and revise.thats all.

on monday,it was a physics exam for paper 2 and paper 1.well its was a hard question to be answer but i mange to answer all the question and left some small question.fush.i hope i can score paper 2.paper 1?i used to hentam some question which make me feel fedup to find the answer.and the main factor which i hentam some of the question is becouse my brain is not functioning well becouse of not enough sleep.haiya.but nevermind its already pass.

today,tuesday.i'm having examination for chemistry paper 3 and physics paper 3.the question is not really difficult.but i guess i can answer paper 3.i guess so.today i was so suprisely becouse some of my friends which is different school,that i wasn't expected is reading my blogs.walauweyh.all this long time i thought that theres no one is reading my blog,which is really really boring blog that is only a story which is syok sendiri one.but yet,theres still have some people who are reading this blog.thx for those who are reading my blogs.appreciate it very much.thx.

Jasamu Akan Dikenang Sepanjang Hayat
pssT:wakakaka.macam berkhidmat untuk negara.

current mood:energetic
current listening:What About Now by Daughtry

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 10:19 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008


Majlis Berbuka Puasa & Qatam Al-Quran

bersiap pada pukul 5.20 petang.sampai kat sekolah pukul 5.33 petang.ramai tak datang lagi.kata start kul 5.30 tapi tak start-start lagi.hampeh,tao datang lambat.time tuh lepak jela kat depan dewan untuk para pelajar mendaftarkan diri.dalam masa yang sama,tolong ustazah dan guru guru dalam menyediakan makanan untuk berbuka.time tuh memang penat gila ar.dah la puasa,tapi tolong sana sini pergi sana pergi sini untuk menyiapkan juadah berbuka puasa.time tuh,ramai yang baroo datang.datang lambat.

yang paling memalukan,perempuan lagi ramai dari lelaki.memalukan betul.yang form 5,skit je.yang banyak bebudak sesi petang.maybe diorang excited kot.tak pernah nak berbuka reramai kat sekolah.tapi bagi pelajar macam aku nih,biasa la tuh.dah biasa dah.setiap tahun ade,setiap tahun aku datang.dan setiap tahun juga lah aku jadi pembantu ustazah secara tidak rasmi dan rasmi.eyh?macam mana tu?entah lah.hahaha

pastuh dekat nak berbuka tuh,cikgu semua da bising da panggil pelajar semua masuk sebab dah mula dah.*aku sendiri pun tak tao bila mula* then time kat kantin untuk mengambil 300 cawan,azan berkumandang.bebudak semua berbuka dengan bekalan yang diberi.bubur lambuk,botol mineral dengan 2 biji buah kurma.aku tak sempat le nak pergi dewan balik sebab agak jauh le.then NOORSHAM pergi beli air gas.berbuka lah dengan air gas.hahaha.siut jerk.berbuka dengan air gas.sapa yang ajar tah.hahaha.then baroo lah g melantak bubur lambuk kat tepi dewan sebelah longkang.selambaaaa jerk.buah kurma aku bagi kat husaini sebab aku memang tak makan buah kurma.memang tidak gemar.tak tao asal.huhuhu~

then solat maghrib.lepas itu dinner.makan nasi dengan ayam goreng.nasi bukan nasi biasa.nasi ape tah.alas cakap,nasi goreng.taktao le.aku bantai je la.time ngah sedap sedap makan tuh,dah la tak nampak.gelap pula tuh.suap je nasi,terasa pedas.pergh.makan sambal belacan tanpa disedari.lagi kurang ajar.tapi balun buat bodo je.sebab aku memang jenis yang agak tidak berkenan dengan lauk jenis sambal sambal nih.tapi yang aku peliknya,kalau nasi lemak,selamba je aku makan.kalau makan sambal cara lain,memang aku tak nak makan langsung.rasa nak muntah.tak tao ar kalau dengan nasi lemak je aku boleh belasah makan sambal.hahaha.sengal tak sengal.lepas makan,maklumlah pedas dia,mak aih.air mineral dah habis sebab digunakan untuk membersihkan tangan.tapi malangnya air tak cukup,pergi kat kantin,basuh tangan then NOORSHAM belanja air gas lagi.minum le lagi.hahaha.dia beli F&N,oren.aku pula kick kapur tulis.hahaha.disebabkan aku nih jenis yang agak gila bila ada macam macam jenis air,aku campurkan semua jadi satu minuman dan minum.hahaha.best betul rasa.wakaka.

lepas tu g dewan balik.tengok fuad ambik nasi dengan ayam percik.pergh dia punya istimewa.siut je.aku cadang nak belasah lagi,tapi tak jadi.tolong dak junior aku ambik air sirap.korbankan masa untuk belasah ayam percik.mulianya aku.hahaha.lepas ambik sirap tu pergi ke dewan,aku tak tao pula sirap tu panas.cari ais,semua habis.sib baik ade ais kat dalam jag lagi satu.cikgu yusran tuang air sirap tu dalam jag lagi satu,tapi tertumpah sikit,dia menjerit.panas panas panas!!!.hahaha kitorang da gelak gelak da.haha.

then 8.15,semua ready kat dewan.aku ingatkan nak solat isyak,tapi baroo pukul brapa.tengok tengok bacaan yassin.untuk kawan aku yang masuk hospital.yang pernah aku ceritakan mengenai dia dalam entry yang lepas.nama dia Taufiq.aku dah lama tak lawat dia.aku bercadang nak lawat dia lepas trial jika berkesempatan dan dizikan olehNYA.

then solat isyak.lepas itu solat hajat.lepas itu baroo solat terawih,iaitu aktiviti second last.buat 8 rakaat je.pastuh terus witir.then,aktiviti menyampaikan hadiah Qatam Al-Quran.lepas itu kitorang[budak nasyid] tolong kemas dewan sebab bab bab majlis macam nih,memang geng-geng aku je la yang kene.orang lain tak kene puwn.setiap kali.haha.lepas kemas tuh,balik umah dalam kira kira pukul 11.30 malam.pergh penat gilak.sekarang,tidoooo~~~ XD

current mood:Tired & Sleepy
current listening:Siapa Yang Rampas Cintamu by Ukays

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 3:16 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008


Fail... -.-"

okay hari ini rasanya hari yang memang tidak dapat nak diungkapkan dengan kata-kata.chemistry exam is really unpredictable.sampai cikgu sendiri pun cakap soalan semua agak sukar untuk dijawab oleh calon SPM.bagi aku,memang susah gila nak jawab soalan chemistry tu.putih mata nak jawab.susah sangat.sebab apa yang dibaca,tidak keluar.yang keluar semua benda yang tidak dibaca.hadoi.susah siut kertas 2.memang tak dapet la nak score chemistry.

itu kertas 2.kertas 1 pula,memang tak boleh bla ar.dah la tension tak dapat nak jawab kertas 2,kertas satu pula 50 soalan.memang lagi tension ar.tengok soalan semua pun macam gampang jee.otak pun dah tak sanggup nak fikir jawapan.i mean,otak dah tak boleh nak process maklumat.ape yang dibaca,semua tak faham.macam bahasa yang tidak diketahui untuk dibaca maksudnya.memang time tuh blur gila laa dengan tension nya,pergh...

time rehat,pergi jumpa pn.muna untuk menyerahkan borang keputusan untuk ibubapa hadir ke majlis pelantikkan atau pun tidak.then,jumpa ustazah untuk serahkan borang jemputan ke majlis berbuka puasa hari ini start pukul 5.30 berserta dengan duit sumbangan.then time nak balik kelas tuh la jumpa pn.Nik yang mengajar chemistry yang cakap soalan dia susah untuk dijawab pelajar.then sebelah meja pn.Nik pula pn.Rohaya,cikgu yang mengajar physics.physics pun cikgu awal awal da cakap da.soalan dia lain macam.berputar belit.soalan tak direct.amat susah skit la untuk pelajar menjawab.pelajar perlu berfikir dengan lebih kreatif untuk menjawab.cikgu sendiri pun pening kepala nak bagitao bab ape yang harus dibaca.so,memang comferm la 2 subcjet nih fail la jawabnya.cikgu sendiri cakap susah,apetah lagi pelajar seperti kita untuk menjawab.

member yang agak pandai dalam kelas,umi,pun dapat kertas baca sekejap,terus tido.jawab ke tak jawab tak tao lah si umi tuh.then mamat yang paling pandai dalam kelas,mathan.dia pun duduk tak senang nak jawab soalan chemistry.tido kejap,then bangun balik tengok jee kertas tuu.then tido balik pastuh bangun tengok balik kertas tuh.memang aku tengok time tuh,memang macam bukan dia time jawab exam.tak pernah tengok dia macam tuh.macam bukan diri dia yang sebenar.macam kekok dengan soalan chemistry.memang tak boleh bla.selalunya dia boleh jawab,ni pun da lain macam da gaya dia,memang takde harapan ar.walaupun kelas paling depan,semua jawab kong je kertas chemistry.memang takde harapan.

haiyaa...harap harap kertas physics nanti boleh la jawab.insya~Allah.topic yang diberikan pun hampir semua chapter masuk hanya untuk kertas 2 je tao.sengal betul.padahal berapa soalan je dalam kertas exam tuh.tapi,topic yang masuk,mak aih =.=" reda je lah.

current mood:unpredictable
current listening:Wonderwall by Oasis

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 3:40 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Hurt?

today i'm hurt.not a physical hurt.but emotion and totally the heart.its really make me down.i need to be alone for a while.need time to calm.hurm...

is there someone who can make me happy?is there someone who i can share with?well i guess no one.its ok.i will solve it by myself.no one cares what happen to me.

owh yeah,all of this make me stronger and stronger to stand alone with my feet.it makes me to be more matured.it teach me that life doesnt mean to be fair to everyone.always some of them be the victim of the life.thats life.life never mean to be fair.

well its no use to think again what has happen.its not gonna change no matter what it cost.i need to concentrate to my study now.i didnt want just becouse of the matter,i lose my focus on study.its not that its the end of the world today.i shoud know what is important now.wake up Is.wake up.you're in the middle of trial.you should wake up from dreaming.start focusing.

yeap yeap,i know what i should do now.i dont want to care what is happening around me for a momment.i want to be success person in my life.yeah.thats is Indera Iskandar that i know.wont give up just becouse of some matter.I will do my best to answer all of the paper with God willing.i should focus and study now.take care ya

current mood:been motivated
current listening:Dugaan by Hujan

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:58 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008


Stop Do That!!

what?want to be mesra alam also kene marah?haiya.want to enjoy for a momment also can not.nvm la.things keep on changing nowdays.no body wants people to disturb them.yeah.its ok to me.eventough they speak harshly and neva think about the others thinking about them,its still fine to me.well...ok.when they dont need me,they just ignore.when they need me,they talk to me.am i was really stupid?being used by others and been throw to the dustbin when i'm not useful to them anymore?nowdays theres alot of people like that in this world.but i just dont even care if they want to use me or even throw me a side.i just dont care.its the flow of the human being.so why mad?just reda jela with our own fate.i just dont want to talk about this anymore.hye all people,you know who you are and i want to tell to those who are really really used and throw away other people,please,please and please be more sensitive to others feeling.dont make them feels what i feels.i just hope that no one else will feels the same for what i feels.just stop doing that if others doesnt like about what you're doing by use and throw them away when you didint need them.it will make them hate you more.so please stop.

current mood:tension
current listening:Suppose by Secondhand Serenade

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 9:58 PM


untittle

erm...today is kinda bored to be waiting for the exam of EST 1 which will be after recess.before that,we're doing nothing.just talk and talk during waiting for the exam.its the femous activity among all of the student.the activity that can make the time move faster than we tought.hahaha.the exam is quite easy to answer.but the part B which is a report is not really easy even theres a point which we need to elaborate the point,but it still not an easy job to elaborate.haiya.but i manage to finish it at the time.the time that been given is only 1 hour and 15 minutes.fiuhhhh~i hope i can score 70 above.i hope so.

tomorrow is nuzul Quran.its a public holiday for school only?or even the countries?dont care la.as long as tomorrow is holiday for me.hahaha.need to study biology and chemistry tomorrow.tonight is to enjoy and release some tension of the study.yippeeee XD

current mood:release tension
current listening:A Twist In My Story by Secondhand Serenade

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 8:58 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008


Lyrics Of The Month?

Secondhand Serenade-Suppose

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that I spent all my nights running scared
And suppose
That I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy
Suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights but we found that waiting through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

My eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Slow way down
This break downs eating me alive
And I'm tired
This fire's fighting to survive

Tell me a secret (I want it)
Tell me a story (I need it)
I'll listen intensively
I'll stay awake all night
All of me is a whisper (So don't leave)
There's nothing left in me (Please help me)
Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right)
Please help me make this right

Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just dissapeared

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too
But I'd rather be here with you


psst!:It was so enjoyable song.Falling with this song and I'm so enjoying listening to this
song.ehehe.

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 9:20 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008


I'm Thinking...

huh~a bit relieve today.i've make my decision to let my lil pet sis know everything about her Boyfriend.and she is very surprisely about what i'm talking about her boyfriend.

i said all the thing that i really really hate about her boyfriend and she just look cool.i dont know whether she is really being cool or just pretend.and i said to her if she know about this,just do a thing as usual.dont take any action about this.and she was like what?he did this to you and you expect me to do nothing?are you kidding me?and i told her that,its ok.i'm sure he will understand and realise about that someday.

she really really cant do a thing.she want to make it right but i said no to her action coz this might ends her relationship between her and him.i just dont want to couse a problem or even make it more worst than before.i just dont want her to be hurt by others and by my word.

well,all of you know what type of person is me.i rather being hurt or bleed just to protect or let the one who i cared being hurt or bleed.i just cant see that.i must try and try to do anything with my own strengh and my own will just for them.its ok if only i'm the only one who pay for that as long as the one i cared and love is safe and happy.

actually,i had asked a Question for my self for a long time.am i really really can be a good brother or just a suck people who added a burden to the others?i cant find the answer.but when her boyfriend said that,kau tak layak jadi abg dia.petsis bukan main banyak,cam tu ke abg?ape daaaa.kau concentrate kat SPM kau je la.cuba jadi contoh skit.I was like what?is that true that i cant be a good brother or example to the others?am i stupid or what?i keep on and keep on asking the Question to my self.i didnt deserve to be a brother to others that are younger than i am.it make me think sucks about me.it really really leave a scar to my heart.no one had talk to me like that.i didnt deserve to be a brother to others.yeah maybe thats true.i'm sucks.dont you think so?maybe this is the price that i need to pay for being good to others and be really really sosialist to others.maybe i should be alone and far away from others so that i didn't hurt them or even my self.better doing my things than being busy body about others problem.did you agree with that?i'll think about that.

current mood:Down
current listening:Always In My Heart by The Moffatts

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Saturday, September 13, 2008


Who Do He Think He Are?

ok now.heres another people who are really really jelously about me and my first lil pet sis,sabrina.which is her boyfriend who dont have any adab with people who are older than him.he add me and i give him salam and talk nicesly with him,but he reply it with a hard hard way.

i dont really understand.is it illegal to have a close bond with my own lil petsis?is that illegal?what the hell?he just know her.and i know her a long time ago when she was in standerd 6.who do he think he are?he is jut her boyfriend.so what?is that give him the power to control my petsis who she can be friend with or who she can talk to?who do he think he are?he is just a BOYFRIEND.not more than that.even i'm as her pet bro also didnt do that to her.fu.. la wei.and now,he want to teach me how to be sopan?how rude of him.i talk nicely with him,and that is consider to be rude?omg,he is really really broken and desperate to be with sabrina until he cant tell the different between the good and bad.

and now just shut your hell up and i promise you that your relationship with sabrina will not last long becouse of your behavior who didnt know how to respect the older person than you.thats the point that will break you up with sabrina soon.at that rate,i'm sure you will be regretfull about what you've done and you will start to learn to respect others like others respect you at the begining of knowing you and appreciate what you already had.this is my promise to you,pal.dont you ever think that you're greater than anyone else.theres always some one outside there who is much more greater,good and smart than you.prepare to be lose,pal.the war have just started.beware.

i will shut my mouth.i'm not going to tell her about this.this might hurt her feeling and i dont want to do that.i just want to be close again with her,and yet,another problem is always bug me.damn it.

current mood:piss off
current listening:All These Things I Hate by Bullet For My Velentine

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 1:17 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008


walk home in anger

today is friday.and i'm really really pissed off today.about my first bro who is really really make me pissed off.

haih...da tua,tapi takde otak.bengang betul laaaaa.i already told him to pick me up at 9.05pm.but i wait it for 1 hour.damn.i'm soooo damn pissed off about that time.just want to puch somebody.

i already give him msg which he didn't reply or call back using a house phone.and i make my decision to walk away back home.and it really make my caugh being more worst and sweating.damn.and i dont care about that.i buyed nescafe ais at the mamak stall around the coner of PSG and 7eleven.geram punya pasal.lantak ar nak jadi lagi teruk ke ape.

walk home in anger.and when i went home,i saw him at the computer playing games.what the hell?thats really pissed me off.i give him a msg,he didnt reply.to me ok,maybe he's at outside with his friend,but what did i saw?playing games?what the hell is that?pentingkan game dari ambik adik sendiri?fu.. la wei.i wait for 1 hour for him and he was really damn enjoying playing games?argh damn it.

current mood:pissed me off
current listening:What About Now by Daughtry

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:50 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008


third day

alhamdulillah.i can answer both of the paper.well thats a good news.kredit to suphontri for the topic that need to focus in History.actually agama is not really can answer.really coz baca pun 20 minit je.where can be hafal one.but as i get the topic that need to read by agama subject,theres alot of topic that i need to cover up.owh damn.and tomorrow is structure and essei for agama.waaahhh need to read and read all the topic.i'm dead.owh God.please help me.please give me the strength to answer all the paper.i'm done now,need to read agama and a lil bit of history time sahur.haih...

current mood:crazy
current listening:Selamat Malam Dunia by Jikustik

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:33 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008


Manage To Finish It.

today is the second day of exam and i think today is better than yesterday.owh yeah.its true becouse my lil petsis are lend me her watch.thx sis.

i manage to finish the essay before the time is up.what a better day i feel.both of the paper is quite easy.i mean maybe just easy for me but not for others coz,when i finish,i looked all around me and i'm the first one who finish it.i finish it around 11.45 in the morning.still had many time to wait until 12.30 but i'm too bored.nothing to do.

i just take some A4 paper and conteng-conteng.then take the paper and i make the origami.waaahhhh.i didnt know that i had talend to do some origami?what a surprise.hahahaha.unfortunely,the origami has been destroy by my friend.haih.iri hati betul.hahaha.

tomorrow is going to be hard for me.its History and Agama.haih.i never touch the book la weyh.and i'm really sleepy rite now.maybe after sahur la kot i read the book.but,need to focus to what chapter?argh i'm gone tomorrow.i think i cant score the both subject.argh. damn me =.="

current mood:worried and sleepy
current listening:Ala Canggung by Too Phat

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 10:30 PM

Monday, September 08, 2008


Need Watch.Darn It.

Its was the first day of trial week.actually,its already start last wednesday which is for Bahasa Cina and Bahasa Tamil,then the next day is for Tasawur and today its Bahasa Malayu.wahh full of headache.dah la tak okey lagi from all the simptom.cuma da berkurangan je.adoih.

damn..not really enough time to done the essay.very very very kelam kabut.damn la weyh.feel unsatisfied with what happen.i need more time to done the essay especially Part B.arghhh i need a WATCH to keep on eye of the time but unfortunely i didnt had one becouse the old one was been crazy for a few last months.need to get some new but always think that,theres a better thing that I can buy with the money.argh damn.i cant budject the time to finish becouse doesnt had one.warghhh stressfull becouse of WATCH,i didnt write the essay carefully and not enough time.sucks la wei.but the second paper was okey la.but the novel part is sucks.really dont have any idea about latar masa.for the last Q also didnt had enough time to write -.-" argh unlucky day of mine.i hope i will get an okeyh mark.cant target higher.haih...

tomorrow is Bahasa English.i wonder if i can score the paper better than today.need to bring some watch.but where i could find one?darn it.I NEED WATCH TO BUDJECT THE TIME.arghhhh i hope i can answer better for tomorrow's paper.i hope so.

current mood:feeling sucks
current listening:Cinta Antara Kita by Duta and Baizura Kahar

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 8:58 PM

Thursday, September 04, 2008


Dua Peristiwa

baroo hari keempat berpuasa dah kene simptom.haduyai.nih semua pasal hadri ar nih bersin kat orang,orang lain yang kene jangkit dengan simptom dia.ape yang ade kat aku,ade kat dia.dah lah tarikh lahir pun same.tapi aku lagi tua berdasarkan masa dilahirkan.hahaha.haduh.tak bermaya dan lesu siut.memang tak bermaya gila.tapi still boleh online dan tulis blog,tah pape kan?hahaha.ini sebab simptom aku tak teruk sangat.still boleh tahan lagi la.takde kritikal.sedang sedang jer haha.hari ini ade satu peristiwa yang bengong dan satu peristiwa lawak + kesian.

peristiwa yang bengong adalah,al asri,seorang bendahari pengawas PSS iaitu classmate aku.tak tao ar asal dalam bulan puasa nih,i think three or four days before fasting month,asyik kentut je dalam kelas.siut betul.kentut diam diam pula tu.bau dia,masya-Allah.boleh buat orang muntah.nasib baik tadi nak muntah,tapi still dapat cover balik.cis tak guna punya al asri.dah ar ari nih aku tak brapa sehat.tambah lagi dengan bau dia,huh...memang busuk tahap cipan ar.nak kentut,g la tempat jauh skit lepaskan kat tempat lain.nih kentut kat tempat duduk,aku pula duduk belakang dia,memang mampoih ooo duduk belakang dia kalau dia kentut,comferm mao muntah.dah ar aku ni macam alergic skit dengan benda kotor kotor dan mengelikan boleh buatkan aku nak muntah secara tiba tiba.contohnya trailer braindead.sebuah cerita lama seram dimana aku melihatnya buat kali pertama masa darjah 2.filem tu 18 tahun ke atas.fuuuhhhh bertaubat aku nak tengok citer hantu sebab citer braindead punya pasal.sekarang kalau aku tengok balik,boleh muntah ooohhh.tapi takde la sampai takut nak tengok citer hantu.sekarangn ih pun aku ngah tercari-cari cerita hantu dipawagam,malangnya semuanya 18 tahun ke atas.aduyai.tapi kalau dapat tengok puwn,aku sorang je ar yang pergi tengok sebab nak ajak member,semua penakut.tah pape ar.alamak dah melencong jauh pula dari tajuk.back to the topic,

peristiwa kedua yang kesian + lawak adalah ketika masa chemistry iaitu dua masa yang terakhir sebelum balik.dalam lab,seperti yang korang semua tahu,joseph adalah musuh dalam kelas bagi pelajar melayu kerana mulutnya yang lancang dan agak kurang ajar dengan semua orang termasuk cikgu.malah suka perli orang dan tidak sedar diri.tapi hari ini nasib dia malang.pn.Nik iaitu guru chemistry aku,meminta tolong joseph yang secara kebetulan ade didepan cikgu yang hendak mengambil buku rujukkan.cikgu suruh dia tarik skrin putih kat papan hitam yang untuk LCD.kali pertama tarik benda tu tak nak stay.kali kedua,BOOM!! kuat oh bunyi dia.cuba teka ape benda?hahaha.mesti korang cakap kentut al asri.hahaha tapi salah.benda yang bunyi BOOM!! kuat itu adalah kerana skrin itu terjatuh atas kepala joseph.pergh satu kelas gelak kan dia kerana lawak gila time skrin tu jatuh.sib baik tak kene cikgu yang berdiri untuk memasukkan CD ke dalam computer yang tidak jauh dari tempat kejadian itu berlaku.yang tak tahan al asri ar.gelak kaw kaw jerk.orang lain semua da berhenti gelak,dia sorang je yang gelak lagi.pastuh satu kelas gelak balik sebab suara ketawa al asri melawak kan.aku yang tak bermaya terus gelak kaw kaw.sengal betul al asri.tapi kesian ar gak tengok kepala joseph kene hentak dengan skrin tu.dah ar skrin tu berat.pergh,memang lebam gila ar.kene bukan slow.tapi kuat oooo.tak pepasal kepala kena.nasib baik nara iaitu orang yang paling tinggi dalam kelas aku yang dipanggil the great khali dengan bentuk tubuhnya dan ketinggiannya,tiada didalam kelas kerana ke tandas.kalau tak,kepala dia yang kene.hadui.

betul la kata ustaz,dalam bulan puasa inilah Allah akan menguji kita dengan pelbagai dugaan.tengok la contohnya,aku.baroo empat hari puasa dah kene demam,sakit kepala,pening,tekak kering dan batuk.haih...redha je la.lepas nih nak kene selesaikan borang matrikulasi.haih.malasnya nak isi.esok tarikh hantar borang matrikulasi.i mean hantar kat cikgu sebab cikgu nak dapatkan cop pengetua la kene check la dan sebagainya.haih...

current mood:not feeling very well
current listening:If You Only Knew by The Moffatts

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 10:06 PM

Tuesday, September 02, 2008


Hari Kedua Berpuasa.

hari ini merupakan hari kedua berpuasa dalam bulan ini.rasa lemah jerk.asal erk?mesti ramai yang cakap tak makan kan?sebab puasa.kan?tapi aku rasa sebaliknya.bukan sebab tak makan.aku tak tao ape benda.makan tak makan pun rasa penat jer.takde mood nak belajar.asyik nak tido je.paksa diri untuk belajar puwn macam tak masuk otak.haih.trial dah dekat.minggu depan je trial.memang boleh pecah otak ar sebab trial pun di ambil kira agak mustahak.kalau fail,aku tak tao ar nak cakap ape.otak sekarang makin lama makin bengong jadinya.ape pun tak masuk.tapi dalam bulan puasa nih,insya~Allah akan masuk ketika belajar.haih.lepas trial ade lagi satu bulan.dalam tempoh itulah yang akan menentukan ke mana hala tuju arah hidup aku.aku agak rasa panik gak la sebab seumur hidup nak pergi mana pun bergantung pada trial dan keputusan SPM.kalau teruk habis lah.haih.dunia dunia.inilah cabaran kat dunia nih.kan bagus kalau belajar tapi tak ade exam.memang sure happy je hidup nih.hahaha.tapi masa depan,kita tak tahu.jadi tak boleh nak cakap ape puwn.haduhai.tinggal lagi 2 bulan.eyh almost 2 more month je duduk kat sekolah tu.lepas tu da bebas.da bebas tu nanti nak kene pergi PLKN.haiya.tiga bulan tu beb.banyak benda boleh buat.kalau keje dah dapat gaji 3 bulan dah.best tuuuuu.tapi ape boleh buat.kene pergi PLKN tak boleh lah nak keje.kalau keje pun maybe one month je la kalau pergi sesi pertama.kalau pergi sesi 2?sesi 3?huh mampoih tu beb.lepas tuh kalau result elok,masuk matrikulasi.kalau dah masuk matrikulasi,memang tak boleh main langsung.dengan buku je la 24jam.haduh.macam mana tu?boleh jadi gila ooooo.tapi tak per ar.nak berjaya punya pasal.tapi kalau nak dilihat perkembangan orang yang berjaya menamatkan Universiti,banyak yang menganggur,tak banyak pun yang dapat kerja.jadi ape guna belajar sampai ke peringkat tinggi?walaupun belajar itu merupakan salah satu yang dituntut dalam islam,tapi lihat lah pada hari ini.tak semua dapat pekerjaan.haih.ape nak jadi dengan dunia ni pun aku tak tahu lah.huh~~~malangnya nasib.hahaha tak baik betul cakap macam tu.dah la bulan puasa.wekekekeke.maaf~

current mood:tired
current listening:Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

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