Friday, June 02, 2006
darn..
well..the old me again..feel sad,tired,stuck,damn,heart broken,stress and so on..dunno whats wrong with me nowdays..feel like dumb..dunt have any idea..whats wrong with me..all the day..it's bored..really bored..my life is bored..not like other person..enjoy so much their holidays..go there,go here..happy all the day..me..sad all the day..not enjoying so much my holidays..feel bored..as you noe..i'm a sad and boring person..eventhough you see i'm smiling..but you never ever noe..that was fake..to cover up my life..to cheer other people that are with me all the day..i didn't like other person to see my problem or what..I'm just dunt like other people to pity me for my problem..but i like to hear people problems and help them to solve theirs problem..but i never solve my problem..actually..i'm dumb..dont you feel like the way i feel my self?everyday i feel like i'm the one..the most dumb person on the earth..the lazy people on the earth..dunt have any mood to feel happy..coz my life is bored..my life was created to feel bored all the time..nothing fun wil happen..haiya..dunno la..whats wrong with me..look like so many problem in my head to solve..well..this called..high pressure..you dont noe how was it feel when you have high pressure like me...feel like want to run from this life..rather die than feeling bored all the day....bored..and sad..full with tension..well..thats my life..dunt you noe?kinda lonely now days..all doing their own work..they ignore me like i'm not born..they ignore me like they dont even noe me..feel the tension like i do..want to try??find all problem..then let it be..dont try to solve the problem..that's not enough..disturb your friends until they anti with you..erm..i think..that's enough..well..this was other story..about my petsis and my lil petsis.. where are they when i need them to talk?like i say just now..they like to ignore the dumbness person on the earth..they will only talk to the dumbness person when they dunt have any people to talk with..they will talk with the dumbness person..well..i noe..who i'm..i'm not the one who you care..I'm just a doll..just ignore me..that will make you feel more better..well..thats all..
people who are lonely and full of problems in their head..
The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 6:24 PM
