Saturday, December 24, 2005


Empty Decorations-Indecisive

I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me

Into the ground
What can I do
What can I say
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while,just for a smile
Just for a life I used to know

The perfect song were filled with
Words of love and not with anger
What if they go
What if they leave me far behind

'Cause I don't wanna be alone..(uh oh)
Living life for on my own(uh oh)
I dunt want to life my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Couse I want to be the people that I know

Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Becouse the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005


Hari Ku Yang Paling Sedih

hurm...arinih(13/12/2005) merupakan hari yang paling menyedihkan dalam bulan 12 nih.....begini ceritanya..aku telah berkenalan dengan sepupu farah yang merupakan kawan kepada natasha(sepupu dalila)....sepupu farah bernama nurul shahida nafisha..known as nurul..berumur 16 tahun..she really likes me...dunno its true or not...but..I told her that..I'm still single..and wont be couple for another 3 years until end of my studies....ia terjadi dengan bila dia menanyakan..

{O0o FaRaH o: minat radja???????
~Be Strong I: boleh la tahan
~Be Strong I: hihihihihihehe2
{O0o FaRaH o: lagu die yg awak minat?????????
~Be Strong I: takkan melupakanmu
~Be Strong I: heheheheheheheheheehehehehehe2
{O0o FaRaH o: samerlaHHHHHH
{O0o FaRaH o: tp sy minat lagu tulus
~Be Strong I: hihihihihihihihehe2
~Be Strong I: owh
~Be Strong I: tuluskah hati mu mencintai aku?
~Be Strong I: hahahahahahahaha//
{O0o FaRaH o: sudah tentu...
{O0o FaRaH o:
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheheh
ehehhehehehhehehehhehhehehehehhehhehehehhehehehehehehehh
ehehehehehehehehehheheehehheheheheheh
~Be Strong I: hehehehehehehe2
~Be Strong I: sudah tentu sajah la
{O0o FaRaH o: awk????????????????????
{O0o FaRaH o: hehehehehe
~Be Strong I: me?
~Be Strong I: ape dia?
{O0o FaRaH o: tuluskah kau mencintai ku????????????????
{O0o FaRaH o: hehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehhehehehe
~Be Strong I: hahahahahahahahahahahaha//
~Be Strong I: bukankah telah daku berikan jawapan td?
{O0o FaRaH o: emmmmmmmm
{O0o FaRaH o: sorylah sayang tak perasan
{O0o FaRaH o: heheheheheheheheh
~Be Strong I: hahahahahahahahaha//
~Be Strong I: sayang la pula
~Be Strong I: ?


mulai dari saat itu..dia panggil aku sayang...aku dengan otak blur pada malam itu pun..layan la...aku pun mula panggil dia sayang...sebab...diakan kawan...jadi..ingatkan dia memain je...sesaje je panggil aku sayang....tp....tak sangka...jangkaan aku meleset sama sekali..rupa-rupanye..dia betul-betul maksudkan...aku tau pun sebab...selepas aku mengambil dinner aku..aku berkata

(sambungan dari perbualan td*sebelum dinner aku di ambil)


~Be Strong I: hahahahahahahahahehe2
{O0o FaRaH o: tengok 2
{O0o FaRaH o: cukuplah sy dah penat gelak ni
~Be Strong I: hahaha
~Be Strong I: yela
~Be Strong I: sayang oi
~Be Strong I: hahahahahahahahahahaha//
{O0o FaRaH o: emmmmmm
{O0o FaRaH o: tadi kater dah
{O0o FaRaH o: ni buat lg
~Be Strong I: ye lew yelew
~Be Strong I: tak bwat da
{O0o FaRaH o: tau pun........
{O0o FaRaH o: ingat kan tak tau.............
~Be Strong I: of course saye tau
{O0o FaRaH o: macam maner awk tau ni syg...
{O0o FaRaH o:hehheheheheheheheheheheh
~Be Strong I: sebab syg da bagitau
~Be Strong I: hehe2
{O0o FaRaH o: emmmmmmmmm
{O0o FaRaH o: is?????
~Be Strong I: ?
{O0o FaRaH o: is???
~Be Strong I: ?
{O0o FaRaH o: bole tulung???
~Be Strong I: tulung ape?
{O0o FaRaH o: tolong
~Be Strong I: yelew tolong ape?
{O0o FaRaH o: takder paper.
{O0o FaRaH o: hehehehe
~Be Strong I: tolong takde pape?]
~Be Strong I: hahahahaha//
~Be Strong I: boleh tak de hal
~Be Strong I: hahahahaha//
{O0o FaRaH o: tengok 2 syg ni asyik dengki jerk tau kat
syg...............
{O0o FaRaH o:hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
~Be Strong I: dengki kat syg ke?setahu saye..cuma sakat
syg je
{O0o FaRaH o: lahhhhhh
{O0o FaRaH o: same lah 2 syg...
{O0o FaRaH o: hehehehe
~Be Strong I: haha
~Be Strong I: yela..same
{O0o FaRaH o: nak tengok gambar leh tak???????????
~Be Strong I: erm?
{O0o FaRaH o: bleh aaaa
~Be Strong I: nah
{O0o FaRaH o: :)
~Be Strong I: hehe2
[{O0o FaRaH o: kurang asam...........:@tak nak kawan syg
lah mcm ni......
~Be Strong I: lorh..gurau je la
~Be Strong I: hah
~Be Strong I: okeyh?
{O0o FaRaH o: ok
{O0o FaRaH o: ?
~Be Strong I: da puas?
{O0o FaRaH o: nak tengok muka
~Be Strong I: tuh la
~Be Strong I: my muka
{O0o FaRaH o: yg lain
~Be Strong I: tak de
~Be Strong I: nih je
~Be Strong I: malas nak tangkap gambar
~Be Strong I: lagi pun
~Be Strong I: camera tah letak mane
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: tipu
~Be Strong I: cakap orang tak nak percaya
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: jgn hang nak gebang
~Be Strong I: tanye la natasha sendiri
~Be Strong I: this is my real pic
{O0o FaRaH o: my cuz: maner nampak camnie
{O0o FaRaH o: my sis: nak gambar
{O0o FaRaH o: me: hang tipu
~Be Strong I: ]
~Be Strong I: betul le
~Be Strong I: wat ape nak tipu hang semua
{O0o FaRaH o: erm..sbb nak tambah dosa?
~Be Strong I: ]
~Be Strong I: takde sebab
~Be Strong I: nak tambah pahala ade la
{O0o FaRaH o: semua bender yg berlaku mesti ader sbb
{O0o FaRaH o: takkan ader bender yg takder sbb nyer
~Be Strong I: okeyh..ape sebab tak percaya?
{O0o FaRaH o: tambah pahala aper kalo tipu org?
{O0o FaRaH o: sbb awk tipu.
~Be Strong I: =_+"
~Be Strong I: tak per caya pula
{O0o FaRaH o: percayalaaaaaahhhh.....( lagu siti
nurhalipan )
~Be Strong I: =_+"
{O0o FaRaH o: tgk 2 buat muker tak bersalah....
~Be Strong I: memang tak salah puwn
~Be Strong I: bwat ape nak bwat muka
{O0o FaRaH o: asal plak tak salah...
{O0o FaRaH o: syg oiiiii
~Be Strong I: sebab tak tipu pun..ape salah pula
{O0o FaRaH o: alahh aper ni syg suker tipu syg tau.....
[~Be Strong I: ]
{O0o FaRaH o: farah
~Be Strong I: td je..pasal pic nih tak tipu pun{O0o {FaRaH o: * farah: sayang?! ewww.... aper nie dear?!
maner leh ckp org lain 'syg'! dear nie curang la...
~Be Strong I: erm?
~Be Strong I: curang?
~Be Strong I: CURANG?
~Be Strong I: omg
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: ye curang.
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: nak kiter eja ke?
~Be Strong I: sejak bila kah saye dah berpunya?
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: c-u-r-a-n-g
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: since the day i know you.
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: LOL
~Be Strong I: wa?
{O0o FaRaH o: farah: joking!
~Be Strong I: huh//
~Be Strong I: bwat suspen jerk
{O0o FaRaH o: aih
{O0o FaRaH o: relieve nampak
{O0o FaRaH o: tak suker ker kalo org lamar jadik bf
nie?
{O0o FaRaH o: gurau jer.
~Be Strong I: orang lamar?
~Be Strong I: bwat masa nih tak kot
{O0o FaRaH o: of course there are...
{O0o FaRaH o: and that would be me/my sis/my other
sis/my cuzzins...
{O0o FaRaH o: or maybe nat.
~Be Strong I: omg
~Be Strong I: theres too many
{O0o FaRaH o: oh well....
{O0o FaRaH o: laki kan bleh kawin 4.
~Be Strong I: ]
{O0o FaRaH o: pilih la.
~Be Strong I: kawin empat pun..kalau boleh kawin satu da
la
~Be Strong I: ingat senang ke nak kawin empat
{O0o FaRaH o: naper taknak 4?
~Be Strong I: ingat kaya ke?
{O0o FaRaH o: senang jer...
{O0o FaRaH o: tak kesah la kaya ker tak
~Be Strong I: kalau kaya tak per la
~Be Strong I: boleh la 10 pun boleh
{O0o FaRaH o: as long as you have jem kaya you're rich
[08:43:09 PM] ~Be Strong I: =_+"
[08:43:16 PM] ~Be Strong I: lain cakap...lain dia paham
{O0o FaRaH o: iye?
{O0o FaRaH o: lol
{O0o FaRaH o: k lah.
{O0o FaRaH o: nak ~away~ nie
{O0o FaRaH o: gi chat ngan cuz kiter
~Be Strong I: okeyh
~Be Strong I: whut?
~Be Strong I: again?
{O0o FaRaH o: seblom kiter kalutkan awk nyer otak lagi
{O0o FaRaH o: tak suker chat ngan dier ke?
~Be Strong I: erk"
{O0o FaRaH o: oi
~Be Strong I: boleh la
{O0o FaRaH o: suker ker x?
~Be Strong I: but..
~Be Strong I: need to take my dinner haiyea
{O0o FaRaH o: tak yah makan
{O0o FaRaH o: gemuk nanti
{O0o FaRaH o: dah lewat nie
~Be Strong I: da kurus macam tulang da nih
~Be Strong I: kene makan
{O0o FaRaH o: ceh...prasan
~Be Strong I: betulla
~Be Strong I: erm..anyway..
~Be Strong I: brb
{O0o FaRaH o: ok dear
{O0o FaRaH o: my cuz: ok syg
~Be Strong I: Be right back
~Be Strong I: ]
~Be Strong I: back
{O0o FaRaH o: welcome back syg.
{O0o FaRaH o: dah kenyang dear?
~Be Strong I: sudah lew
~Be Strong I: ngah bwat ape?
{O0o FaRaH o: tunggu ayang la....
~Be Strong I: =_+"
~Be Strong I: tunggu saye bwat ape
~Be Strong I: sementara menunggu saye tuh
{O0o FaRaH o: i rindu...
~Be Strong I: takkan tak bwat ape-ape
~Be Strong I: rindu?
~Be Strong I: baru je td
~Be Strong I: chat
{O0o FaRaH o: pikir pasal you....
~Be Strong I: takkan rindu kot?
~Be Strong I: =_+"
~Be Strong I: pikir pasal saye??
{O0o FaRaH o: mestila rindu....
~Be Strong I: pikir ape?
{O0o FaRaH o: i rindu you sgt2...
{O0o FaRaH o: i pikir you...
{O0o FaRaH o: nothing else...
~Be Strong I: ]
~Be Strong I: takkan
~Be Strong I: takde pikir bendal ain kot
~Be Strong I: lain*
{O0o FaRaH o: nothing else, dear...
{O0o FaRaH o: only you...
~Be Strong I: but
~Be Strong I: nape saye je?
{O0o FaRaH o: cause you're the oonly one who stole my
heart...
{O0o FaRaH o: no guy ever do that to me before...
~Be Strong I: serious?
{O0o FaRaH o: what? you think i lie to you?
~Be Strong I: no
~Be Strong I: just to make it for sure
{O0o FaRaH o: so
{O0o FaRaH o: if i tell you i really in love with you,
what you're going to do?
~Be Strong I: nothing
{O0o FaRaH o: nothing?
~Be Strong I: yeap
~Be Strong I: just let it be
{O0o FaRaH o: you're not going to tell me what you feel
towards me?
~Be Strong I: erm..actually who is this?
{O0o FaRaH o: nurul.
{O0o FaRaH o: the one and only nurul.
~Be Strong I: really?
{O0o FaRaH o: yes, my dear...
~Be Strong I: well..honestly..i like you too but..just
as a friend
~Be Strong I: not more than that
{O0o FaRaH o: like?!
{O0o FaRaH o: but i LOVE you!
{O0o FaRaH o: how could you?!
{O0o FaRaH o: i love you more than anyone else!
{O0o FaRaH o: why can't you understand that?!
~Be Strong I: well..like i say..i was too young to be
inlove..and in the middle of studies
{O0o FaRaH o: so?
{O0o FaRaH o: umur x menjadi masalah!
{O0o FaRaH o: kalo nak blajar pun, i'll let you finish
your study!
~Be Strong I: the point is..kalau la saye inlove
sekarang nih.mungkin akan menjadi halangan yang besar untuk saye berjaya dalam kehidupan
~Be Strong I: umur masih lagi muda
{O0o FaRaH o: you think so?
~Be Strong I: yes it was
~Be Strong I: so..why dont we just be a friend?
{O0o FaRaH o: no i don't wanna be friend...
~Be Strong I: why?
{O0o FaRaH o: lol
~Be Strong I: -_-
{O0o FaRaH o: naper nak tau?
~Be Strong I: saje
{O0o FaRaH o: k lah.
{O0o FaRaH o: senang cakap
{O0o FaRaH o: kiter mmg sukerkan awk
{O0o FaRaH o: so jgn la tanyer lebih2...
{O0o FaRaH o: kiter tak suker...
{O0o FaRaH o: jgn la syak perasaan kiter nie terhadap
awk...
[09:14:20 PM] ~Be Strong I: tak..masalahnye..tak pernah pun
jumpa..setakat chat je
{O0o FaRaH o: don't worry la.
{O0o FaRaH o: i'm sure you'll love me if you see me one
day.
~Be Strong I: how do you noe?
{O0o FaRaH o: i know la!
~Be Strong I: how come you too sure one?
{O0o FaRaH o: urm...

begitu la perbualan diantara saye dengan nurul..tak sangka..dia betul-betul maksudkan.....hurm...sebenarnye..tidak ku sangka..rupa-rupanye aku telah di punk'd kan oleh nurul dengan kakak farah...cis cis cis.....tidak mengapa...akan ku membalas dendam..hohohohoho

sekian sahaja bwat masa sekarang..harap anda semua enjoy menikmati cerita tersebut.. hehehehehehehe *evil Plan*

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 1:48 PM