Friday, October 28, 2005


I Got Something From The One That Are Important To Me

Assalamualaikum..

lama dah x tulis blog nih...agaknye dah berlapuk kot..x de orang pun yang nak view dah...blog nih dah x de orang dah..dah kosong..penghuninye dah x perdulikan lagi blog nih....tah le..rasa cam..boring plak..ehehe..k ar nak bagitau je..saye dapat kad raya dari seseorang yang saye ade crush dulu..sampai sekarang budak tuh pun ade crush kat saye...x tersangka....dia masih lagi ingat kat saye...hurm...sesungguhnya dia nih memang la seorang yang baik dari semua segi..tidak ade ape-ape pun yang tak baik...dan sesungguhnya kesemua silapnye datang dari Allah dan yang baik juga datang dari Allah...hanya Allah yang menentukan semuanye...harap korang semua paham yea..memang besh giler ar dapat kad raya dari dia..memang x pernah terlintas pun kat pikiran yang saye akan dapat kad raya dari dia..x tau ar macam mane nak gambarkan perasaan ini...memang terlampau gembira la...tp...tahun lepas dia x bagi pun...tp....selepas menerima kad raya tuh...saye ade masalah besar pulak...kawan dia yang bagi saye kad raya tuh kate..bahawa..dia bagi kad raya pun sempena dia nak pindah sekolah....setelah dengar begitu..saye pun ape lagi....menahan rasa yang amat sedih sangat..sebab saye x dapat nak bagi ape-ape kat dia...saye rasa bersalah sangat..dah la dia nak pindah sekolah...saye plak x bagi ape-ape...sedangkan dia bagi saye kad raya...dah le dia bagi kad raya pada hari terakhir hari persekolahan iaitu pada hari khamis bersamaan dengan 27/10/2005...balik rumah...terus la..saye masuk dalam bilik...ape lagi..menangis dalam diam....sambil memeluk bantal peluk..sambil memikirkan..kenapa saye harus di layan sebegini rupa??mengapa bagi pada hari terakhir persekolahan??x nak saye balas kah??mesti ade sebab mengapa dia bagi pada hari terakhir persekolahan...soalan ini menghantui pemikiran saye semenjak menerima kad raya darinya...mengapa??ade orang yang tahu mengapa??..hurm..tp x per..lepas raya ade school lagi..pada 7/11/2005...iaitu hari isnin..saye amat berharap dia akan datang pada hari ituh..kerana..saye ingin memberi kad raya kepadanye dan meminta maaf kerana tidak ade ape yang boleh saye berikan sempena dia akan berpindah pada tahun hadapan....dan sekarang nih....tengah tulis sepucuk surat dan kad raya untuk di beri kepadanya...sesungguh nya...ape bila saye menerima kad raya ter sebut dengan berbunyi begini...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM,

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MENGUCAPKAN.....

*SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

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FAMILY TERSAYANG.

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IKHLAS DARI
(TANDA TANGAN)
"SAHABAT PETERPAN"
(NAMA SAUDARI)

sesungguhnya ayat(***) membuatkan sayer tersenyum apabila membacanya..sungguh menyentuh hati.....tp..apekah daya...dia akan berpindah sekolah pada tahun depan..sayangnya...saye x de gambar nya..sesungguhnya saye ingin mengambil gambar bersamanya..tetapi apakah daya...dia tiada....

sesungguhnya saye ingin mengucapkan selamat menyambut hari lebaran di samping keluarga yang tercinta..selamat hari raya aidilfitri..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...terima kasih kerana sudi membaca benda yang tidak seberapa ini...dan terima kasih kerana sudi meluangkan masa anda...

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 8:39 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005


hurm..

asalamualaikum...


tomorrow is my final exam..so..wish me good luck okies..thankz to all that wish me luck....and i just want you all to noe that...i'm telling the truth that..I woll seldom on9 starting tomorrow..have to concentrate to my studies..no more internet..no more msn..no more myspace..but..i have blogspot..i can only listen to music nowdays until my final exam is over....really sick cannot open msn and myspace..really sad a bout it..so..to anyone that think i only dissapear just like that..you've wrong..I'm not dissapear..I'm watching all of you...at night...not at morning,noon or evening..only at night....so..i just want to say...appologise to everyone that i might been hurt....from the day that we meet or noe each other till today...really sorry if i have been hurt your heart....I'm sad about it..i wish..i didn't hurt anyone...just wish it..but you noe...human being...never miss to do mistake...that is human being..alwas made the same stupid mistake all over again till them not realise...that..thye made the same mistake again.....hurm..ok la de...gtg now...it's hard to say good bye to some one that we don't want to get far from it...this is the truth...the fact...can't deny the fact..this is human being..not enough strong to fast the fact...even they noe about the fact..but..they don't want to face it.....so..this is it..before..I..talk more craps..and craps...and craps...betta leave....k....really gtg now...it's time to go now..If you want me..just let me known it..if not..you will be in pain..becouse you can't see me,talk to me..or..feel the touch of my hand on your skin again...just think about it once...this is how it's ends..

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 12:48 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005


hurm..i donno...why...my heart been broken again today..it's take al ong time to cure by it's self....I need a time to cure my broken heart....hye achik..thankz..for be caring to me...i just wanna say that..thankz...for being rite beside me...but..I can't just tell you all my problem...I only can tell several of my problem....you also have your own problem to solve by your self...I noe..you are too blur to think tonight....don't be so hard to think til ur head explode...just be easy..take it easy...i can coveres all my broken pieces with my hand... I don't need anybody to help me to covered the broken pieces...I can take it by my own hand...I just donno...why..my heart.....today...broke....so easily to night...donno what's wrong with me....I'm just..sick of this life..I'm sick to people that who always lie..and lie..and lie..and lie..til the end of times..I can't take it the situastion anymore..it just make me think about the past..that i has forgotten by a few month...and today...it's rise on my mind...automatically....come out the sad memories that are past...for 2 or 3 months lately..i donno...how it can be like this....Just want to be happy..thats all...but..why..when I'm peaces....there must have a problem??..I don't understand this life...this life is too tough to me......I'm just want to take care of my heart..that..not cure til it's really can take damage that will come next time..that I don't noe..when it will cause a damage..big damage..until My heart Hurt again like before.....I don't like this situastion...I just like the happy situasion....It's make me so peaceful...not much pressure...but now...it's pluss..triple pluss more pressure... then before...I just hope that...this will ends quickly...Just HOping..

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 12:48 AM

Monday, October 03, 2005


This Is How It's Ends...

asalamualaikum..


hohoho..lama benor x tulis blog..setelah kian lama..dari precious blog yang post....nampaknye...saye x brape sangat akan on9 myspace lagi...sebab....internet explore cam...arghh....asyik lagging je..kalau bukak myspace....geram tulz....tp..x per...berehat sekali sekala...wahahahahaha....kk...tujuan saye tulis blog nih..sebenarnye nak ucapkan...good luck kepada along...yang akan menduduki SPM tak lama lagi...kepada hajar....Good Luck juga kerana..akan menduduki ujian PMR....dan kepada my achik...good luck too..kerana akan menduduki final exam pada 7Oct nanti(jumaat)...dan tidak lupa juga..kepada semua yang akan menduduki peperiksaan...saye ucapkan semoga berjaya...kak husna...good luck to your exam...kak ieeko..wahahaha....besh...semoga berjaya juga dalam exam...kak ally...yang..chomelz.....semoga berjaya juga...kirimkan salam kat sabrina yea...hurm...ouh yea..tasha juga tidak dilupakan...semoga berjaya dalam final exam...jangan le lengang lengok kat umah tuh....mentang mentang cuti...wahahaha..jahat tul....hurm....anyway..nak ucap kan terima kasih kepada semua yang rite beside me...when...I'm down...or what ever negetif that i 've been through selama ini...terima kasih banyak-banyak....terutama kepada achik...wahahaha..kichi..ooooo...kichi...wahaha..thank you to all of you....coz...without you all...i donno what happen to me....so...I just wanna appologize to everyone that..i might hurt their heart in past...really sorry about it.....well....just sorry..just wanna live in peace...don't wanna think the past again..and again...just wanna think the memories that are too expensive to me....the memories give me the strength to live more happily....hope you noe what i was talking about..wahaha...well...the end is here now...just sad that...the end is here...donno what i'm gonna do afta this....just not too often on9 i guess...coz,my final exam is just around the corner..(17 oct 05)...really near..but.i'm just goyang kaki til today(3 oct 05)...just lazy to read books/study....really hate...to study..just wanna play around....well..if life like that...don't need to study...I'm really happy..coz..always play around with my friend...and does not have any life pressure...like now...haiya..too much pressure ar.....I'm online becouse..wanna release my stress..chat with my friend/family...hurm..anyway..I betta go now..befour i talkin craps and craps and craps...betta leave...wahaha..anyway..just wanna say that....you all always in my mind...no matter who you are(pst:only people that I noe only)....exspecialy..my along,kichik,hajar,tasha,kak husna,kak ieeko,kak ally,kak muira and many more to list..but.....I forget their name... really sorry...too much people...wahaha...sho shorry...well..just doakan saye akan berjaya yea??..hurm..appreciate it those who doakan saye...thank you....so..this is how it's ends...til I'm back...

The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 11:04 AM