Sunday, March 26, 2006


finally...

Finally...merdeka buat kali pertamanya dalam tahun ini..dah lepas exam..rasa cam ceria skit...coz..no need to read a book..hehehe...just waiting for ma result only lorh...really nervous...haiyo..just hoping got 1A also enought la...no need to target the highest position...hohohoho..anyway..next week...I'm not on9 on 31st to 2nd april..coz I have camping at ulu yam for pss prefect....haiyo..so nervous...of course la...whole lembaga pengawas pss go you noe...only a few of the pss prefect is not going....Pn.Muna said..that..those who are not going is actomatically not in da list of candidate for the jawatan next year...but..they will have this meeting perlantikan jawatan on this july..but..i dunno la...whether its true or not..just heard from joseph.....haiyo..tomorrow...at perhimpunan...nabilq say that pengetua will tell the whole school who get kenaikan pangkat for KRS....haaaaaaaaaa..nervous..cant wait tomorrow worh....need to noe..coz..ss17 oledi noe who get kenaikan pangkat...my friends that are schooling there said..that..all those who go to camp tekali get kenaikan pangkat including her only 1 person didn't get....this make me feel so nervous..not all people go there can get kenaikan pangkat....its was too hard to get kenaikan pangkat at camp tekali...huwaaaa....crazy me...and last but not least..this april will full of pss program...and i will be tired to handle all da program that i must take part to control the program...haiya....just hoping that this april will not have too much hwk..waaaaaaaaaa....i want to rest for 1 month....can or not??i'm sure..this year..can't rest like last year...coz..it's PMR year...huwaaaaa...can't too active this year...my mum oledi mad at me about too active even in PMR situasion..but i tell my mum that..I will only active till May...for this year only..next year..I want to active for da whole year..hahahaha coz..form 4 didn't have any exam like PMR or SPM..lucky me...hehehe..till then..take care....see ya in the next blog♥....

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006


adoi...rasa cam..stress teramat sangat..apa bila dah masuk form 3..mungkin tekanan dah banyak...tambah folio lagi...tambah kerja rumah lagi..tambah kerja tuisyen lagi.....rasa cam....adoi...takde semangat langsung nak bwat semua benda nih..kadang kadang...ade juga ku terfikir..mengapa cikgu beri kerja rumah yang banyak?..mengapa harus ade folio?..hidup ku semakin hari semakin tertekan.....ape yang harus ku lakukan?...ku dah kebuntuan akal...untuk mengatasi perkara ini yang telah lama bermain di fikiranku.....makin hari...makin malas ku hendak buat kerja sekolah...ku sudah menjadi macam budak ponteng kelas...tak nak masuk kelas..dulu tak de pun macam ini...keputusan mocks exam pun dah teruk...tak meningkat pun...lepas tuh 20/3/06 ade peperiksaan awal tahun....mesti banyak fail...sebab....banyak yang tak paham...maklumlah..banyak tinggal kelas...adoi..mengapa ku ade perangai ini?...dulu tak de pun rasa cam malas gila nak bwat kerja rumah,folio kerja tuisyen....adoi..ku dah berubah...sekian lama prestasi yang ku tunjukan meningkat kian menurun saban hari...ku amat kecewa dengan diriku sendiri...mengapa?mungkin sebab ku terlalu aktif..tak selalu masuk kelas...kerja bertimbun dan malas nak bwat sebab banyak kerja..pastuh tambah lagi dengan oral....tambah lagi stress..arghh....terlintas juga di pikiran..mengapa ku di jadikan di dunia ini sebagai manusia?ku harus menempuh pelbagai rintangan untuk berjaya...sedangkan ku tidak berdaya menentang pelbagai rintangan pada masa sekarang..apetah lagi pada masa hadapan....mengapa ku dijadikan manusia?...ku harus tekun belajar dan mempelajari segala ilmu yang berada di bumi ini...i mean..bukan semua ilmu..tetapi semua ilmu di sekolah menengah...dah le format semua lain...inikan baroo form 3....tak tau ar cammana dia orang yang dah lepas school nih boleh survive.....memang membingongkan pikiranku...sehingga kini..belum ku temui jawapan yang ku cari...

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