Monday, September 26, 2005


Some One That Wake Up From Past..Forget The Past..Start The New One..

Asalammualaikum...


well..I just donno...why I can't be someone else....I just can't...I always be The same...as usual..I try and try..but..I can't..I just wanna be someone else that I pretend to be.....but..I can't...maybe Theres something that might not make me change...some thing that i never realise...I can't change to other people...Maybe..My life is better than other...maybe..when I'm changing...I can't talk to you all that i've noe..Just scared of it....I wish...that..I would be someone else..Becouse..Myself was too much hurt...in past...really hurt....I can't stand it anymore....Just make my heart more bleed....too much of sad story...too much of pain and tregedy...that happen since a couple of month..there was too many problem that i have to face...too many....until simple problem also i can't really solve it...I need someone else to done it with me...well..I just hope that I can be myself again..again and again...and solve all the problem that may caused my life far away...from the truth...I want the truth....I don't want to lie anymore..I wanna be the real person who always care about other people...I need some strength to get up when I'm down...I need someone to hold me when I'm down...I need someone that always can make me cheer up...someone that i really beleive...and care about me...I can't live alone with my own self....I need friends...I need someone that care about me and theirself too...I don't want they only care about me...I want they care about them self too...I'm not okay since I was born...I have problem with my feelings...I easily trust people...I can't live with that..It's may make my heart bleed again..well...From Now On..I Will Just Be Me,Myself And I....I don't want to be someone that caword..to face the fact...I need to be more thoughter..to face this long jurney....that incomplete yet..I need to live becouse the one that I love...I must go on with my life..so..I'm not dissapointed other...I want to be more respected by other people...From now on..I will Do It By My Own Way..FORGET THE PAST..START THE NEW ONE...

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Some One That Wake Up From Past..

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