Thursday, October 13, 2005
hurm..i donno...why...my heart been broken again today..it's take al ong time to cure by it's self....I need a time to cure my broken heart....hye achik..thankz..for be caring to me...i just wanna say that..thankz...for being rite beside me...but..I can't just tell you all my problem...I only can tell several of my problem....you also have your own problem to solve by your self...I noe..you are too blur to think tonight....don't be so hard to think til ur head explode...just be easy..take it easy...i can coveres all my broken pieces with my hand... I don't need anybody to help me to covered the broken pieces...I can take it by my own hand...I just donno...why..my heart.....today...broke....so easily to night...donno what's wrong with me....I'm just..sick of this life..I'm sick to people that who always lie..and lie..and lie..and lie..til the end of times..I can't take it the situastion anymore..it just make me think about the past..that i has forgotten by a few month...and today...it's rise on my mind...automatically....come out the sad memories that are past...for 2 or 3 months lately..i donno...how it can be like this....Just want to be happy..thats all...but..why..when I'm peaces....there must have a problem??..I don't understand this life...this life is too tough to me......I'm just want to take care of my heart..that..not cure til it's really can take damage that will come next time..that I don't noe..when it will cause a damage..big damage..until My heart Hurt again like before.....I don't like this situastion...I just like the happy situasion....It's make me so peaceful...not much pressure...but now...it's pluss..triple pluss more pressure... then before...I just hope that...this will ends quickly...Just HOping..
The ExtraOrdinary Story Ends At 12:48 AM
